How dare

You are right. And you are all right.

 All of this is true. 

It was also true that it needed to die 

because it was a lie

I have no right

 to stand here and question my fate

What stars and what lines can I sort out

When each and every word spoken by me

Is silent and cold

You are right, you are all very right 

I ask and ask, beg and borrow 

but what life demands of me, I never knew

Like someone who cares only for the skin

I ran after glory this sin called love

It was him and it was you 

Who hurt me more? 

Who did I kill more?

No one hears words that is why 

the sky is empty when it’s not blue

All of the darkness that covers my womb, 

seeks out in silence,

the source of that light 

which blew out the day I was born. 

And then I died twice in my unborn’s arms 

but still here I dare to ask, 

and beg and seek for love

Me, who could murder for lust

How dare I ask for more