Monday, 12 December 2016

Lost Blackbeads

Sixteen full beads from thirty two lives
Perhaps among them were those that burnt
In passion fueled by a deathly desire to live
And just as few may have shriveled in boredom

Should I seek to find each of those blackbeads 
Which were lost at my wedding under the stars?
And draw out secrets from those deep sighs
cascading down their hidden, heaving hearts

Wandering down silent-movie lanes of slick memories
I came upon a red pair of perfect anger circles 
No thread passed through their loneliness 
They had painted themselves soon after they left

Their brethren; those fourteen witnesses of marriage;
Who fought, cried and begged; laughed and hugged 
played in perfect morsels of a six-month old's palm
And on insolent evenings, played jasmine string songs 

But all through the night, my black beads hummed 
Until all at once you broke that thread that bound us 
My full breasts could bear no more, blue-black hues
I walk around now, with emptiness clasping my neck 





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