Sunday, 21 August 2016

Indu, Don't be afraid (after Frank O Hara)

Indu, don't be afraid
Roads do not end where doors close
Your named changed during your lifetime
Edges softened, anger sharpened
Sweet whispers honeyed that golden orb
Today, no one knows you meant 
the moon;  you do
a full name brings emptiness
And Indu, be not afraid 
Don't worry, your mother forgot
all about the hanger, the cane, even 
the starched cotton saree 
to mop tears off your bruises
Bruises no longer break hearts
No, not twenty two years ago
But if your heart breaks now, 
Indu do not be afraid 
It has been shattered before, 
and knows to wait, to draw strange mouth- glues
to itself and become whole again
Indu don't be afraid
To hold hands that have already parted
Or lie still on another's heaving chest
Sadness has many names yet love is not 
a synonym
Emptiness is not always loneliness 
Or vice versa
So what if he whispered your full moon name,
Only because you insisted he do
All things short aren't always sweet
But a childhood name re-lived in him,
Is a door opened at the end of the road
Indu, do not be afraid of open doors 




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