Random Thoughts

What can I say? Sometimes it feels like there are so many things to say that words will possibly be not enough. And when I do get down to stringing those words into sentences, it doesn't feel right. Like something has gone missing and I am in a futile search that runs in circles. I wish I could stop this running and look at myself. I wish I could sit down and hold myself and let out all the troubling thoughts and let the unspoken grief of existence out. But silence stifles my words. And the mundane takes over.