Sunday, 28 February 2016

Hurt

Who hurt the other first?
When did we first 
see that impasse?
Unfathomable chasms
between you, me,
desire, loneliness;

My need to be held 
and your language
A sweetness of being
And a cynicism of heart
I knew in the moment you held me
That dust thou art is but a belief;
Like love, romance and life itself 
Dust doesn't return to 
where it first came from.

But hurt, this hurt?
Whoever hurt the other first,
Does hurt return to where it
first came from?


Sunday, 21 February 2016

Time Wrapped Desire

As heavens open their flood gates;
Gushing forth in a thunderous frenzy 
Do they still hug this very ground?
Kissing it fluid, languid and volatile?

And when the afternoon's sun lost
its track, did he splash
lengthy shadows-half-yellow,half-crimson
Into unseen nooks and corners
of your mind and mine?

Watching this play of heaven and earth;
Every pore of my being alive and alert
to mirth and madness,
I look around for you in our half- lit room

What power do words have?
That you pour your soul bent
Over those books?
What price would I not pay
to partake of that stolen time?

Moment by moment, when the flood
trickled down,
Grey clouds of desire lightened into
Cotton whiffs of memories,

Would you ever wonder had you kept the book down,
Those words would not be sad and lonesome?
Or did you worry they would skip and run?
And like these shadows, turn and never return?

I see sometimes that this time and space have curved around
a place of yester-tomorrow
But does a day truly turn onto itself?
Devouring it's tail,
that curved eternity of the null?

Or does time go on and with it, desire?

Beyond null, beyond one?














Thursday, 18 February 2016

Or Not

Perhaps when I see you again,
smiling your crinkled eyes into near oblivion, I will ask you this. 
Or not.

Does your pillow smell the way it did
When we laughed our way into it?
tasting fresh tangerines, sea water and drift wood smoke?
Skin on skin, lips adrift
in a sensuous sea of tangled senses

Perhaps when I see you again,
I will see myself again.
Or not.

See myself in you, your fingers
Entwined in mine, thoughts
Words and memories
Jumbling, tumbling.

Feet curled up against feet,
Like dried-flowers-in-forgotten-books
A hundred lifetimes curled into a single night

Perhaps when I see you again
I will live again.
Or not. 








Tuesday, 16 February 2016

Alive

They are alive, those moments
Fogging my multi colored mirrors of memory
With their sweet, effervescent breath;
Smooth and stark, bittersweet 
In that pain of pleasure;
A hint of red, a hint of blue
Forever swirling in the kaleidoscope
of renewal of desire and death
And here, at once they converge
Into your image, those moments
Holding my hand and its brush 
Splashing rainbow sprinkles,
Snow flakes, rose petals
Oh the sheer color of life!
They are alive in my breath,
those moments.
And in every word you write
If they seem embalmed
in amber, do not be sad
dear love.
They are throbbing inside with
a life that can be renewed in
a jiffy. Come, all it takes is your word
And they are alive,
Those moments.