Tuesday, 18 November 2025

Cheating

They cheated you of softness 

Of the easy kind of love they hand out

like candy in storybooks.

They cheated you of warm hugs at

the end of hard days,

of a voice that said, “I see you, you matter.”

They left you to build yourself with empty hands,

to stitch your own heart with threads made of silence and longing.

And you grew a garden in the hollow

they left behind.

You taught your soul to stay tender,

to give freely, to believe in love

even when it showed up late,

or small, or not at all.

You are a miracle they forgot to imagine

Tuesday, 11 November 2025

In the way we stay


Some evenings, I tell you the stories

I gather from the streets of Paris

how the city itself leans in to listen,

each cobblestone carrying

the hush of someone’s tenderness.


At Kléber, in the crush of evening,

a couple tangled in farewell

clung to the threshold of the metro gates.

The boy walked backward,

his eyes fixed on her face

as if it were the only compass he had,

his retreat echoing

all the departures,

all the nights that ache toward return.


On Boulevard Saint-Germain,

an old pair drifted beneath the rain,

their umbrella tilted like a wing.

The awnings wept, pavements puddled,

yet their shoulders brushed

with the calm certainty of promise fulfilled.

They moved as if tomorrow

were already folded into today.


Love leaves its traces on everyone.

But in these streets

I see how we choose, daily, perhaps

to let scars lie silent,

or to build again

from the ash’s fragile flicker.


You told me once of your old boss.

I pictured him on Pont Neuf at dusk,

the Seine glittering like scattered coins beneath him,

leaving tokens of devotion on his phone

for the wife who wrestled each dawn

with the stubbornness of her own body.


Perhaps a ritual, perhaps vanity.

But what steadied him

was gratitude for her breath,

for her bare feet across kitchen tiles,

for her insistence on staying.

As steady as the baker in Belleville

brushing flour into the street at dawn,

as patient as the waiter in Montparnasse

stacking chairs long past midnight.


And I remembered

the love stories we inherit

centuries carved in epic stone,

gilded halls and painted ceilings,

where love meant kingdoms fallen,

wars kindled, lives consumed

at the altar of passion.

Where devotion burned itself to ruin,

and nothing remained but ash.


But here, in Paris, In Mumbai 

in the stories we gather for each other,

love is not empire but reminder.

It is the bell of Kanchipuram 

it’s soft insistence repeating:

I am glad you are here.


You told me too of another,

a friend with a camera

who framed his wife’s face

through the shadow of cancer.

I saw him in Montmartre,

where the streets slope skyward

and painters lift their canvases to the light.

Each photograph was a vow remade,

his tenderness as unshaken

as the musicians beneath the Métro,

filling the tunnels with song

whether anyone listened or not.


And again, love was not vow,

but practice. a choosing,

again and again:

at a café table on Rue de l’Odéon,

in the line at the boulangerie,

at Pont Alexandre III at twilight.

this person. this hour,  again


Still, the old myths murmur.

They crouch in the gargoyles of Notre-Dame,

in the sandstone vignettes of Beluru

whispering that love must be grand

a spectacle, a battlefield.

That to endure,

it must leave ruins.


But perhaps truer courage

is in the smaller act:

to stay, to notice, to speak even when 

words don’t come freely 

And then you said the words

that broke me open:

I know the mistakes I made.

The shutting down.

The clamming shut.


And in the silence that followed

I thought again of Paris and Chennai 

the boy backing into the crowd at Kleber,

the old couple dissolving in Saint-Germain rain,

Jasmines, temples, words, plentiful words

Just shadows, just echoes. Perhaps of a room

with a sacred key to unlock

an entire city 

a place of ruins and restorations,

boulevards scarred and rebuilt,

light returning each morning

to find the shutters

opening once again, perhaps 

But Still, Love

If you knew the secret of fire

how it wakes in a spark,

how it grows, ravenous,

devouring forests and mountains,

fields and cities, centuries of stone and story

you might believe yourself prepared.

But still, you would not be spared.

Still, you would not be spared.


If you mastered the craft of quenching,

if you studied the chemistry of flame,

if you learned which water to pour,

which hand to raise,

where to stand, where never to linger

you might think you had earned safety.

But still, the fire would find you.

Still, the fire would find you.


And you!

you who carry the scorched wisdom of heartbreak,

you who swear you have learned its lessons,

you who whisper that you are stronger now

but still, no vow is given.

Still, no promise holds.


For the ash waits, patient.

The dawn reddens, merciless.

And the river, by law of being,

must surrender itself to the sea.


But still, 

still, you fall in love 

with the sea that swallows 

rivers whole.

Forgotten Telugu Songs

The humming starts again

twenty odd years after silence


Familiar tunes return,

illogical, improbable,

sorrow threaded close

to sudden, reckless joy.


The sacred rushes and dives

into the shameless, 

blending harmonies into 

unfiltered racy tracks  

seamless, unashamed.


One by one, the songs spill

from places thought

long dissolved,

now crowded with self deprecating 

humor, quiet griefs

naked truths hidden away

for fear of exile.


then these mad songs 

breathed dew

into spring leaves, bloomed

an abandoned forest

turning breath into light.


And now, twenty odd years later

her breath rises as a hymn,

as if Telugu songs were reborn

to install in her, 

that very lightness of being

Words, lost & found


Silence had ruled the universe for a very long time.

In the beginning, the silence was not quiet.

Then the jungle of loneliness grew—

spreading past cities and countries,

its winding creepers filling the spaces

between people, homes, friends, strangers.


She threw coins of travel, cooking classes, dating apps,

books—oh, the whole world of spells—

into fountains and flowing waters, wishing

to be free of the all-encompassing fog.


One day, there were three days of words.

Yes, hands held.

Yes, bodies merging.

Yes, tears.

Yes, regrets voiced

over skin beneath hands

that did not stop searching.


Words cut her a clearing.

She heard a bird calling